le miserable

2006-11-22T09:57:00.000-08:00

i know i said i wont blog anymore. and i probably wont.. unless i feel like whoring to everyone what im going through.... and hows my day like...

this post is for a special someone...

my bestfriend, that blew me away... yes love, you blew me away.. and i loved you.. and i still will, you will forever have a place in my heart..i wished i could turn back time, to the time when everything was easier... when we were so close.. ... you made me happy. you made me whole...... i know you care... but i just wanted to know if you realy loved me...cus i really love you. (puking on my own cheesy-ness) somehow, deep down. i know it was all out of concern.... and i am, truly. just a brother??. i heard it times too many... i do cry at night because i miss you. i do cry at night because i know it will never. ever. ever be true. you will never ever ever be mine.

i just want you to know love. that you are something special to me. you know who you are dear friend... i just want to tell you all these. all this things that are kept locked up in my heart, for i fear the truth...

and its true. i felt like i lost you.....

completely.

2006-11-05T10:03:00.000-08:00

i dont care anymore

blogging dosnt help

im not blogging anymore

this is the last

love

nat

2006-09-23T08:19:00.000-07:00

TO THE VERY LIKE, SUPER DUPER LITTLE READERS.

ahhh im so so sorry i havnt really SERIOUSLY posted this few err months? like been super busy with hw. last week and this week im living on subway , taking a bus to orchard, taking bus 14 carrying oh so many things ppl think im super duper crazy. JEEEEEZ.

anyways. i wanna thank amot for helping me with my stuff kays.

ah darns. octobers coming very soon. im gonna hit LEGAL soon. swooosh!

anyways. sending my early birthday wishes to

ash(5 october)
ME ME ME(9 oct)
daniel(9 oct)
MAH(10 october)
jufri(10 october)
stefan(11 october)

i hope i get the dates right... HAHA. its gonna be a busy busy october week .. (:

I HEART LASALLE. (: im gonna miss the building seriously... miss the emo meter. the scary lift. miss chilling at spinelli. miss the stupid eeky fountain..

shit i think lasalle has made me more bimbotic and dumb. i cant converse normally anymore. GAWD JESUS ALLAH BUDDAH. !

):

and yes chloe, you're always cute.

OH WAIT. birthday list:
THAT CHIC TRENCHCOAT IN TOPSHOP.
the pointy shoe in zara.
the boots in zara. BOTH.
a vest.
a lover.

2006-09-16T09:22:00.000-07:00

HELL YEAH. INTERGRATION PROJECT WAS FUN. I SEND MY LOVE TO THE GREATEST GROUP. :

amot,yiting,yunyee,bernice,rachel,mich,chloe,vivien,charlene,marcus,clinton,alice,and whoever else, cus i cant remember everybody!! HAHA

me,mot,cock-roach,yiting

CHLOE ,WITH HER TROUBLED FACE AND MARCUS SPECS
CHARLENE, haha.

missing alice and mich!!!!

2006-09-11T09:03:00.000-07:00

AH FUCK. FUCK CYBERSPACE. I HATE MSN PERIOD!

OOOOOH. i love intergration project. (:

2006-09-04T09:16:00.000-07:00

sending my love to nadia and steph. take care girls. dont be toooo sad.. RUNS OVER AND GIVES BOTH A HUG.

anyways.. i love the earl lu gallery. i love the new exhibition. they had a wall with like all this slogans and ironically. I WAS WEARING A SLOGAN TEE. and i blended in well! .

natnatandsusu

THEY HAD THIS REALLY REALLY COOOL ANTIQUE PIANO. that really works!

and they had this kid toy thing and when you press o it will say. ORGY HAHA! .

earl lu gallery. here we come.

2006-09-02T10:44:00.000-07:00

awww thankew for all your loving. ( :

PINK IS THE NEW PURPLE. i look damn gay here:
phat made us do the twist thingie. urgh. HAHA

sha.nat.sue.fa, haha we ran away from ms !!! WOOHOO!

2006-09-01T09:32:00.000-07:00

NATS ON A HUGGING SPREEE... (:

2006-08-31T09:21:00.000-07:00

sometimes my smiles are just decoys

2006-08-31T09:05:00.000-07:00

why do i feel this way??

i feel like i dont belong anywhere. i feel like a loser.

i feel like everybody hates me..

i dont feel treasured. i feel like i dont deserve love. i feel like a loner . i feel like im wasting space here..

everybody wants to be love at times...
especially the ugly ones.

2006-08-24T07:05:00.000-07:00

ahhh I TELL YOU i hate the sun!!!!! god knows how much fats i lost during external drawing. i cant belive me.sha.fat.sue like got lost haah

yeap!! WE WENT TO SUNGEI ROAD.

i bought like. one sailor brooch for 2 bucks, i dont dare to bargain hes like really scary.... like he keeps scolding cheebye. HAHA! and then theres the broken cupid thing that the aunty said was 30 cents but she didnt want to give me my 20 cent change? HAHA. and i bought a brown bag(2bucks) and a red vest. (10bucksstupidauntydontwanttogivediscount!)

WOOHOO. SHA bought this preppy bag that can be rolled on the floor HAHA! and sue bought this bag which i forced her to buy! HAHA. and fat went cray over the bangles and bought a whole bunch of them jeez. HAHA.

OKAY I KNOW THIS IS LIKE SUPER BORING. haa. nvm. let the peektures talk! WOOHOO

CHEYYY! act vogue seh!
TRUE DIVAS! haha
DO NOT TOUCH THE ARTWORKS!
imdoingyoga.suesarobotandfatsaretard

HAHAAHA SMALLL HEADS...

OOH i gotta bath.

hey hussein! .. AHAH. I MISS YOU. ):

and il end this post with this:

JASON DOSNT FANTASIZE BUT HE TOLD US HE LIKES PUSSYS TODAY! (:

2006-08-21T09:43:00.000-07:00

Lasalle sia college of the arts.

okay am taking a break from doing that stupid voodoo doll for 3d class.

i bring to you: class VS1T

alrite first day of school i was like. BAHHHSSS. why is my class OH SO QUIET why like. is some of them SO SO WEIRD.... and i made friends with my first friend kaixin. ! (: whos so lovable and bubbly. and has this really interesting accent..

then theres the indon group? the three indonesians in the class. wisnu.cyan and fitra. HAHA. i think fitra is really really funny like. in a mr bean way , the way he reacts and stuff just like makes me giggle... cyans like. really nice. she made me do this psychological test and i found out my sex drive is SUPER HIGH haha. and wisnu is err. okay i duno wisnu very well.

then theres the class rep colin. nuff said.

ah darns im so lazy... il just do it point form.

michelle aka meow? HAHA. I TOT I WAS RETARDED? BUT I NEVER KNEW SOMEONE COULD BE MORE RETARDED THEN ME.
steph... oh wait shit i mean. PRINCESS STEPH . who loves hot pants? *winks* all hail the princess!!!!
daryn aka paperfish or tunaman? HA! JOKEBOOK EXPERT!?
sue. YOU LOOK LIKE MY SEC SCH TEACHER.
fatilah. SUPERFAT! . (: WOOHOO!! haha i like her underwear...
aisha. sha sha sha sha sha. shes got this really cute pitch
xuexia, whose name i cant pronounce and very tempted to call her xiaxue i want her gucci bag and her skinny physique. THINSPIRATION INDEED!
susan whos sooo friendly ahaha i think SHE TALKS LIKE AN AUNTY hahaha !! OMG SUSAN DONT KILL ME! hahaha.
adeline, whos also very friendly.
suesssss.. HAHAAHA. okay i dunno what to write about her. OH YEAH I LOVE HER GOLD SHOES.
reneee. i dont know her?
lydon. HAHAHA I DIG THE NAME!
naz. OMG NAZ I TELL YOU IS ONE FUNNY GUY. i think he can fit in giordano kids. ): (jealousy)
hidayat. ahahahaha I LIKE HIS ACCENT!!! haha
yew cheng the cattyman!!! HAHAAHAHA ((((:
jerald whos like very quiet.. i think HAAH
hai , the vietnamese guy that naz tot was 33 yrs old but was 22 yrs old in fact. HAHAAH.
nadia. who wanted to change her bag cus of the lizard she saw
and last but not least who will never forget mary sue. oh wait i mean SYLVAN. i think ive said enough about him

AHHH GAHHHS hahaha im so sleepy i cant be bothered to do my doll anymore.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2006-08-20T10:58:00.000-07:00

AHHHH FUCK. I DID SOMETHING STUPID. I BLOGGED HALF THE PAGE AND I ACCIDENTLY PRESSED REFRESHED. OMG! IM SO LIKE DUMB! URGH!(#*$($*)@()sk!@@_:"as?)!&?>s*1

HAHA TODAY I WANT TO TALK ABOUT THIS like super errr. SPECIAL? person??..

sylvan.

HAAHA STEPH I KNOW YOU'LL LIKE THIS ENTRY haha..

stylvans a very ... err let me describe him as different??? like the first day i saw him he was wearing this construction workers gloves to draw. and i was like. WTH? ??? maybe he thinks the pencil is poisonous! OMG. PEOPLE THE PENCIL IS POISONOUS! (this is where you laugh) okay i SO am losing my ability to make people laugh! ):

anyways. SYLVAN LOOKS FUNNY. he looks like this really DIRTY LOOKING PERSON. whos overly tanned and has blonde streaks..... he just looks dirty? i dunno why!!! HAHAH

AND THAT DAY IN CLASS HE WORE THE ADIDAS SHIRT TO SCHOOL WAHLAO SUEH! SAME SHIRT AS ME! omgomgomgomgomgzzzzzomg!!!! he stalks people too and he'l like just join your group without asking. that time he was with us he said: HOW COME WHEN I TALK THEN ITS SUDDENLY SO QUIET. in my head i was like thinking: "BITCH WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? GAWD. " but i found myself saying: " im just tired" HAHA. ! scary scary person. NEVER GIVE HP AND EMAIL TO HIM!

): i think im super mean bitching about him la. but... I DONT CAREEEEE!!! hahaha... STUPID BLOGGER DONT LET ME UPLOAD PICS SO THIS IS THE ONLY THING I CAN DO?? ahaha.. yes IM THAT DUMB I CAN ONLY BITCH! haha omg il print that slogan on a shirt!!!! HAHA

AH SHUCKS. IM TIRED IM GOING TO SLEEP. NITES BITCHES!! haha i know this is so anti climax la...

BABBOSH..! (think bryanboy) (:

2006-08-14T08:26:00.000-07:00

seriously .. bloggers getting on my nerves. i take time to upload pictures to have blogger telling me my blog dont exist. MY ASS IT DOSNT EXIST ...

okay. parents are getting on my nerves.... brothers getting dumber and more irritating.

hmm lets see.. schools getting on my nerves. I HATE. I HATE I HATE I HATE I HATE 3D LA . stupid stupid stupid cubes and whatsnot... ): i hate the amount of work... ):

*pullsface*

...........................................................): ): ):

2006-08-09T22:36:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICKY.

HAPPY LEGAL 18!!!

2006-08-09T09:36:00.000-07:00

the mah!

HAHHAAH. congrats victor victor victor for going all the wayy to finals!

i think soul dont deserve to be at the finals at all??. stupid group cant sing!

even tho victor didnt win.. hes like alr a winner anyway.. WOOHOO!

(((((:

okay im too lazy to post pictures

-ends post-

ps. i think il go on a sugar free diet

2006-08-02T08:35:00.000-07:00

ITS THE NATIONAL DAY PREVIEW! haha

okay it was fun fun fun! PARTLY BECAUSE OF HUSSEIN AND JESTER. LOVE YOU GUYS TONS. *BIG GAY HUG TO BOTH*

I KNOW YOU GUYS FOLLOWED ME THUS WALKING THE LONG WAY OUT! hahhaa. SORRRRY! .
WE REALLY REALLY LOVE THE BALLOOOON.
PATRIOTIC INDEED
JESTER POUTS. I LICK

jester got busy with the balloon! HAHA

2006-08-02T08:16:00.000-07:00

WE HEART BRYANBOY INDEED!

THATS SHA AND RIO!

2006-08-02T07:53:00.000-07:00

the whole gang: from topleft$: jags.jason.pk . bottom left: nicky.me.mich.apple
attempting to be mannequins. AHAH
errr. i shall leave you to comment this
this is the paying place. WE SAT THERE FOR THE AIR CON AND GOT CHASED OUT
PK SQUEEZES.

2006-08-02T07:51:00.000-07:00

AHHH IM SO SORRY. ive not blogged for like. 500000000000000000 yrs or something. HAHAHAHA. okay. school was mundane at first but my classmates seem kinda nice ...

fadila was like. DO YOU NOTICE OUR CLASS LIKE... ERR. ABIT... QUIET?

gawd i so agree. AND WE WERE LAUGHING AT THE WEIRD TALL GUY. *nudges mich. FUNY EH? *

HAHAHAH! new chillout place in school: EARL GREY MUSEUM. hahaah!

OKAY OKAY. I SHALL LET PICTURES TALK

2006-07-26T04:14:00.000-07:00

photobooth top models? HAAHAHA
we like. got STUCK outside club21. ):
I ATTEMPTED TO LICK THE MANNEQUIN
MICH ATTEMPTED TO SLEEP
YAZ ATTEMPTED TO ERR ERR. show his shoes.? HAHA

2006-07-25T10:14:00.000-07:00

FUCK THIS. I CANT UPLOAD PICTURE

DIE BLOGGER DIE!

2006-07-25T10:12:00.000-07:00

YAYYY

YAYY YAYY YAYYY BLOGGER FINALLY LET ME COME IN! hahaahah

okay school like started.; I TELL YOU. ORIENTATION IS SUCHA BORE! ):

BRIEFINGS AND SUCH.

ohyeah i bought like pointy shoe. (: IM SO IN LOVE WITH IT. muahahahaahah

alrite like have to go botanic gardens tmr for school.

*brings sunblock.shades.bigstrawhat*

2006-07-19T21:30:00.000-07:00

OKAY. BECAUSE I READ ESTHERS BLOG. I HAVE TO DO THIS IN THE END:

10 THINGS I WANT HERE RIGHT NOW

my own house
lolipops.
skinny jeans.
MORE SHADES.
tods
vinytage cowboy boots
MORE POINTY SHOES
err. money?
more money?
THE WHOLE OF ORCHARD.

10 THINGS I WANT FOR MY FUTURE:

a successful fashion line that ACTUALLY MAKES MONEY.
to be godamn goodlooking
to be tall
to have long hair(:
to have a houseful of clothes. (((((:
to br rich?
TO BE LIVING AWAY FROM MY PARENTS.
a lip peircing
you're getting bored.
I KNOW.

10 THINGS I MISS

secondary sch(stop laughing)
towning!
being loved.
hugs.
kisses.
xmen
carebear (:
toys
phuket
you

10 THINGS I LOVE

my sketches
my clothes
my accesories.
my camera
my phone.
my friends.
BESTY BESTY!
money
viviennewestwoodjohngallianoheidisilmane
sex???

10 THINGS I BRING EVERYWHERE I GO AND WHY?:

my hp. to use as a vibrator when my friends get horny
my wallet. to let ppl know how poor i really am
my hairspray. to SPRAY AT PERVERTS EYES
a bag. to hide my victims head
tissue. to clean?
charlie. cus hes my best friend. tho i wonder why nobody can seee him
spectacles. to act EMO.
shades. TO HIDE MY SMALL EYES.
CONDOM. to play water balloon.
pink ranger. SHH I KIDNAPPED CELINES PINK RANGER. DONT TELL HER.

10 BLOGS I ALWAYS READ:

lulu
ridtz
keru
esther
ziddy zid
bryan boy
celine'
van
hussein
leon?

10PPL I WANT TO SEE DO THIS:

keru
lulu
ridtz
celine
hussein
kukumalu?
hello kitty?
ziddy zid
TO WHOEVER READINGS THIS
and if BRYANBOY EVER READS THIS.yes bryan do this!

and i end my lifelesssss entry.

2006-07-17T09:04:00.000-07:00

im like sleeping in the living room today... im sitting on the floor shivering like fuck.. like shiv ering 5000 times a minute.

im like damn emotional rite now IM ALWAYS EMOTIONAL WHEN IM SICK.
its like. i really need somebody. ):

was supose to go ,make my concession today but i didnt cus it was too late and mich didnt bring her ic. i was stoning the whole day. im like such a good friend lah! I WAITED FOR JESTER TILL 10 . LIKE I WASTED TIME AT ORCHARD TILL 10 AND WENT HOME WITH HER. and i was freeeezing at starbucks.):

today i was wearing my indian print shirt. and when i came back. my mum scolded me. she was like:

WHY SO LATE!

in my head: i was waiting for jester what!

mum:WHY ARE YOU WEARING THIS SHIRT AGAIN.

NAT: WHY CANNOT!

mum: ITS SATANIC. I DONT WANT YOU TO WEAR IT AGAIN. OUR FAMILY CANT BE BLESSED . YOU BRING EVIL THINGS TO THE HOUSE. ..

NAT: YOU'RE LIKE RACIST

mum: NO. IM NOT RACIST ITS AN INDIAN GOD!.

NAT: NO ITS AN ELEPHANT HEAD ON A MAN.

urgh i cant stand her. whats wrong man.

AND REMEMBER I WAS FUCKING SICK. like im going to faint anytime kindof sick.

i really need someone now...

i really like it when i have someone tending to me. touching my head, asking if im okay.... ask if i want more water. (nat gets emotional)

HELL. no one. ): i just need someone badlyyyyyy..........

I STOOD LIKE UNDER THE COLD WATER . I WANT TO BE WELL AND READY FOR SCHOOL LAH. on friday.

I STOOD AND SHIVERED AND CURSED. AND ALMOST CRIED CUS I WAS SHIVERING LIKE HELL. i ran to the room and grabbed clothes and ran out and changed. HAHA. ITS QUITE FUNNY ACTUALLY haha.

GOSH. ive never been sick for a yr alr. ): WHY SO SUDDEN. !@#@#$@$!@#!#!@#~!@!@#!@#!@#!@#!@~!@~!@~!#$*#*$@&#&~!*!@&****!*~!@~**!*!
\

OGAY i want to sleep.):

goodnite.

2006-07-15T11:25:00.000-07:00

five things you associate with the word:

Long:

syahids fingernails

days till i havnt been to school

THAT EFFING JEANS

this post thingie.

Love:

bitch

that silly creature, cupid

wings

heart

SPELLED BACKWARDSS? EVOL !!

five things i want to own?

EUROPE

JOHN GALLIANO

DIOR HOMME

MONEY

THAT VINTAGE SHOP AT CHINATOWN

TAGGING!(MEANS YOU HAVE TO DO THIS! MYAHAHA)

LULU

CELINE

RIDTZO

NATtheMAD

and whoever reads this muahahah!

2006-07-15T08:54:00.000-07:00

ogay this is the mess .........
before? i know i look like shit lah WAHRAO.
I TELL YOU THEY ARE DAMN RETARDED NEOPRINT ALSO CAN TAKE
i see jags hand! (:

I KNOW I VERY CHIO LAH! haha

2006-07-15T08:43:00.000-07:00

2006-07-11T11:51:00.000-07:00

COSFEST 06 WAS A BLAST.

ogay so we were like damn late. AND PLUS DRENCHED TOO. ): and i got kinda pisssed that they messed my house up. and that video thingie was seriously retarded.

urgh... ...

well...

bumped into ppl i know...

AHH KERU I LIKE YOUR OUTFITTTT! ITS LOVE. (:

and esther was really cute in the lolit dress.

well willow was damn adorable BUT I WAS KINDA BLIND SO I COULDNT REALLY SEE. haah..

im surprised to bump into SOO HAN, MY PRIMARY SCHOOL FRIEND. gawd! HAHA

ohyeah theres this two long legged hot babes. (whistles) AHH they're so tall!!! THEY LOOKED GOOD. jaryls schoolmate i think? €HAHA.

ANYHOOOS. haha. il post pictures up later.

ITS LATE. ):

BOO HOO.

OHYEAH SOMETHING REALLY FUNNY HAPPENED WHEN WE WERE ON THE STAGE:

JESTERS HAT DROPPED.

AND PEOPLE GASPED: HES A SHES

HAHAHA

(:

2006-07-10T09:51:00.000-07:00

i tell you a story

there was this couple see, who had a kid they thought the world of. they thought so much of him, in fact, that when he was born they sealed him in a special rm. just to be sure nothing would happen to him, they screened everything that went into the rm: furnitures, books, food, toys, everything! they even filtered the air to be sure he didn't get any disease.

so, on his 18th bday, they opened the rm and let him out

the kid took 2 steps

and died of excitment

end of story

2006-07-04T13:13:00.000-07:00

err, happy independence day?

HAH!

anyhoooooosssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

oh F*CK!@#@#!$@$^&%^#$! cosfest is like, on sunday? dursh. that leaves us errr. wednesday,thursday,friday,saturday to get the things? AH DARN. forgive me, i fail maths!. TERRIBLY. 1+1=two ones? no?

yeah so anyways. me and jester went to look for stuff at chong pang, which to me IS QUITE FAR. walking distance wise. and for jester, just across the road. i ended up waiting for her for half an hour? HAHA.

so we walked and walked and found cool stuff. LIKE FOUND THIS OLD "VINTAGE" AH MA-KIND REALLY WHITE POWDER and we were like. COOLBEANS! we needed white foundation, so we bought it. AND IT TURNED OUT LIKE. white powder LIKE LITERALLY. like baby powder. THE MOMENT YOU OPEN IT GOES. POOF ALL OVER. hah! yeahh.

AND WE FOUND CHAINS . like many many chains. (: for cheap cheap prices like 80 cent for one feet.

anyways we were talking and jester was like. gawd i wanna dye my hair. you think i should dye my hair now? and i was like. YEAHH. we could go mustafa. AND SHE WAS LIKE HELL YEAH LETS GO NOW.

so we went? and found the black dye(NO I DIDNT DYE MY WHOLE HAIR SILLY. i left my little cute tail still pink , or whats left of the pink) and we walked around and found cheap makeup. and cheap shoes. and jesters was like. AHHHH NATTTT THIS IS HEAVEN!

HAHA ! we went over to her place to dye our hair. and we got STAINED. ahaha

we used plastic bags as gloves and one of her porcelein bowls for the dye HAHA then we just anyhow put on her hair and mine. HAHA.

so it turned out our hands got really stained. MINE AINT THAT BAD. jesters liek. OMG. haha. HER FOREHEAD, HER NECK, HER ARMS HER HANDS AND EVEN A PATCH ON HER LEG,(IT LOOKED LIKE A MOLE) AND WE CANT CLEAN IT OFF. ): BOOO!

AHHH i too lazy to post pictures of the fabric hunt i did with hussein . HAHAH MAYBE TMR

(that voice inside me says: yeah. right, like you'll do it tommorow.)

2006-06-30T11:40:00.000-07:00

20 people you can think of right now. Don’t read the questions until you have named the 20 people.

1. ridtz
2. lulu
3. pk
4. jester
5. esther
6. VEE
7. sheryl
8. val
9. syahid
10. alice
11. jemie
12. teddy
13. wendy
14. celine
15. yazid
16. hussein
17. nicky
18. dominic
19. jayden
20. mich

How did i meet #1 ?
through a friend

What would you do if you never met #1 ?
never had the bestest friend on earth

What would you do if #20 and #9 dated?
mich tot syahid was hot!! HAH. but it will never happen

Did you ever like #19 ?
NO!!!

Would #6 and #17 make a good couple?
OMG definitely NOTTT! haha

Describe #3
easy going. (HE LOVES PENGKUINS. i mean PENGUINS. heh. )

Do you think #8 is attractive?
errr on a scale from 1 to 10 il give her 5.

Tell me something about #7 ?
HAHAHA SHES PERVERTIC AND SHES DAMN EMO

Do you know any of #12’s family?
no. but his dads a pastor? HAHA

What are #8’s favourites?
boys?

what would you do if #18 confess that she/he likes you?
BUT I DONT LIKE HIM!

the language does #15 speak?
alien. HES AN ALIEN.

Who is #9 going out with?
this very chinese girl

how old is #16 now?
he just turned 18 (:

who is #2’s favourite band/singer?
i dont think she has a favourite. i know she loves the WHATEVER song HAAH

will you ever date #13?
no! HAHA

Is #15 single?
BUT TAKEN ahah!

What’s #10’s last name?
alibaba? HAAHAAH i dunno!. shes indonesian.HAHA

Would you ever be in a serious relationship with #19 ?
THATS LIKE DAMN WRONG. ahha

What school does #3 go to?
lasalle sia

Where does #6 live?
CCK! HAH i think.

what’s your favourite thing about #5 ?
HYPER! haha. and HOT. haah!

Have you seen #20?
once! AND GONNA SEE HER MORE SINCE NOW WE'RE IN THE SAME SCHOOL!

hahah I KNOW IM DAMN BORED.

2006-06-30T08:17:00.000-07:00

esther wants me to do this:

~3 names i go by:=>
nat. nuts. natty

.3 parts of my heritage:=>
chinese, chinese. thai (shutup)

3 of my everyday essentials:=>
money. clothes.THAT PERSON

.3 things that i am wearing now:=>
orange shirt. shorts. (no underwear, *WINKS*)

3 of my fave musical artists now:=>
the dresden dolls. diru. no doubt

3 things you want in a relationship other than love:=>
trust.ATTENTION.ATTENTION

3 truths and 2 lies:=>
truths: IM BROKE. I can dance. I CANT GO ON TELLING ANY MORE TRUTHS
2 lies: i can fly. im a witch.

.3 physical things about the opposite sex that attracts you?=> legs. hairlessness.eyes ACTUALLY EVERYTHING.

.3 of your fave hobbies:=>
I LOVE RUNNING AROUND LIKE AN IDIOT. jumping . photowhoring

3 things that you want badly now:=>
one million dollars. a vest. a skinny tie. anybody want to donate?>?. *pouts*

3 places you wanna go on vacation:=>
paris.venice shanghai

3 things you want to try doing:=>
drag(eew im kidding!) WEEED(i heard its good) ERRR poledancing?

3 people i would like to see taking this test:=>
RIDTZ,LULU,HUSSEIN

3 things i look for in a potential boyfriend:=>
errrrr....??? I ONLY DATE CARTOON CHARACTERS

3 things i may want to be in the future:=>
fashion designer??. i hope. a dancer. makeup artist. HAHA IM SO GAYY.

happy estherr?

2006-06-30T08:06:00.000-07:00

i want the retro undies i saw from icon. HAHA

ITS DAMN SEXAYE!

2006-06-30T07:40:00.000-07:00

okay today i went out with jemie. then met alice. then we ate.

was wanting to bring jemie to haji lane and all the cheapo places, then this guy turned over and said is that your friend?.

then someone else turned over.

SHE HAS FAKE COLOURED LENS. LONG HAIR. AND ...

YES SHES LULU haha i dunno why she screamed.

WAIT. i dunno why I SCREAMED TOO. haha

and i was jumping HAHAHA.

so we went with her friends to house of japan. yada yada. then went to get my crystal case from jaryl.

was suppose to be home by 7, BUT YOU KNOW LULU. SHE STOPS AT ALMOST EVERY SHOP IN ICON ...LAH!

gawd..

err. i dunno how to end this post?.GAWD I THINK IF I TAKE ENGLISH IL FAIL.

2006-06-29T09:31:00.000-07:00

I CANT POST PICTURES

yes. i cut my hair. MYSELF. fringe only. i think it looks nice. (:

sometimes craziness gets to me. DURSH

2006-06-28T08:46:00.000-07:00

I SO WANNA KILL MSN. FUCK MSN. URGH URGH URGH URGH

suckfest man my msn is weird. i cant sign in. wait, I CANT EVEN TYPE MY EMAIL ADD IN. WTF IS HAPPENING MAN??. URGHH. kill msn

MSN SHOULD BE MSS, ME SO SUCKY.

grrrrr..

anyhoohaaa..... i bought a bag jester calls it a fake paul frank skull bag. *murders her*
and i bought a cool blazer... damn sexy lah.

and i bought a whip. IM LIKE HIDING IT FROM MY MUM CASE SHE THINKS IM INTO SM. jeez. its for cosplay.

GRR. MY MUM AINT HAPPY. i mean. im going out everyday. AND DAMIT. im always late. ITS NOT LIKE I WANT TO BE LATE. i live so fucking far.. IM ALR TRYING TO BE EARLY. but YES JESTER, YOU EAT DAMN SLOW. AND IM ALWAYS LATE WHEN IM TRYING MY BEST TO BE EARLY. WHAT FUCK ABOUT NOT SPENDING TIME WITH FAMILY AND BEING SO WORLDLY. sometimes i WISHED i wasnt borned christian. dursh. SHES WEIRD. AND PARANOID.... shes damn weird... VERY VERY WEIRD. its even WRONG to dye my hair. ITS LIKE SHE SAID IF I DYE MY HAIR. IT MUST BE BROWN OR SOMETHING NOT OBVIOUS. like wtf. THEN WHY EVEN LET ME DYE?. shitzoid. I WANT TO KILL HER. urgh urgh urgh urgh urgh

*stabs*

2006-06-25T06:47:00.000-07:00

me and lulu went back band the other day. HAHA. they were having investiture

not like i wanted to go back. HAHA. just that. I MISSSEDDDD JIEMIN AND FIRAH AND THE OTHER JUNIORS.

GAWD. I TELL YOU . band has degraded itself to LEVEL -100 gawd. i look at them i want to cry. ... JUST LOOK:

LOOK AT THAT. credit to lu for pictures. look at the shoes. YES. omg.

*faints* im almost embarassed. WAIT. i AM embarassed!

I MISS JIEMIN AND FIRAH BADLY. ): and no girls, I DO NOT LOOK LIKE PAUL TWO HILL dursh
ahh. PHOTOWHORES AT ITS BEST. ((((((((((((((((((((((((:

FRIDAY:

ME,PK LU AND RIDTZ went dxo with all her NRA friends. er. most of us were what do you call us?. . UNDERAGE?. haahahaha. so we had to leave at 12. i wouldnt want to stay in the smoky SWEATY stinky crowd anyways. ... plus the evnt pretty much was boring. tho the little kids are so inspiring. (((((:

*nat gets shoots in the head before he can continue his post*

2006-06-22T08:38:00.000-07:00

I WANT THE COLOURED EYELINERS FROM ANNA SUI!!!!

SOMEBODY PLEASE GIVE ME MONEY ALR!

2006-06-19T02:09:00.000-07:00

woohoo woohoo woohoo woohoo woohoo woohoo woohoo

I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU _ _ _ _ _ (FILL IN THE BLANKS)

THIS IS SO RANDOM I KNOW THIS IS SO RANDOM SO RANDOM SO RANDOM.

I CANT HELP IT. I CANT HELP IT. I CANT HELP IT

dursh im really running out of stuff to blog. oh wells..

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO YOU HUSSEIN AND CELINE! (: and whoever i miss out.

HAHAHA! my post is invisible .

IM SERIOUSLY SO RANDOM. gawd.

2006-06-19T01:48:00.000-07:00

I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU

I HATE YOU I HATE YOU.

yes blogger. I HATE YOU!.

why cant my photos be uploaded?.

oh wells.....................................

HMM....

things i need:

a mp3 player
an ibook. (:
a professional camera
a dance crew
a workout buddy
a swimming buddy
clothes
accesories
clothes
clothes
clothes
a trip to europe
money
money
money

DARNS YOU KNOW. my life. its like.. IT GETS HELL INTERESTING. THEN IL KEEP UPDATING MY BLOG ... AND THEN I JUST CANT STOP. THEN. it gets super mundane and il just blog crap. gawd!..

DURSH

oh wells.....

2006-06-16T08:33:00.000-07:00

streetfestival 06.

well. it was streetfest last sunday? I THINK. haha. . well the weather was sucky but other than that i felt like i was parading on the redcarpet.
it was great. met up with ppl i missed.
like wendy and esther.... i made new friends like syahid and alice.
preettty preetyy ppl OH WELLS. i think im losing my ability to write PROPER english

SO IL JUST POST PICTURES.

NEOPRINTS NEVER LOOOKED SO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD
THE WHOLE GANG. COOPED UP IN A NEOPRINT MACHINE
you know. ever since streetfest. they have gotten quite chummy. WHEREVER THERES JARYL, THERES ALICE. hahaa. *HINT HINT* gosssssips!!!!
the whole gang in front of the BIG RED BUS. (:
FREAKS?. not quite. ...

2006-06-16T08:22:00.000-07:00

the groupAND I STILL AGREE THAT ESTHERS HOT. . and i sooo miss wendy and esther. ): THOSE TIMES.... was wanting to take a picture with ESTHER AND WENDY ONLY! but amanda jumped in. OH WELLS. *rolls eyes*
wendy and meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee WOOHHH WEEEE.....................................................

i know im crazy. SHUT UPPPPPPPPPPPP

2006-06-09T06:27:00.000-07:00

hahaah im sorrrrry for not updating my not so many readers!.

oh wells. you know. SLOTH HAD GOTTEN INTO ME.

OOOOHLALA. YOU KNOW SHOPPING HAVE NOT BEEN SOOOOO FUN. haha.

wells. i went out with jaggos. and i bought a pari of black netted gloves, was feeling sexy at that point of time. NYAHAH. sorry, but i laugh at my own jokes. and i bought a black tie. NOT THE BIG FAT UGLY ONES. the thin sexy OMYGODLINESS kinds. its like 5 buckaroos. (: WOOHLALA and i bought a striped tee for 10 bux. YEAH YEAH. i can hear lulu screaming: STRIPES AGAIN!.

SHUTUP LAH. i just happen to be super in love with stripes. *pouts*

weeelalalalala.

well im actually ENJOYING LIFE. haha. performing never felt more fun. yes two days ago i went JB to perform. it started out with a guy dressed in a detective. and he'l point at me and the other people involved in the fashion show. and he'll say some mambo jumbo. and the music starts and WOOSH. we start walking. the andrenalin was pumping. GAWD. i love modelling. THEN WHEN IT ENDED i rushed to change out of my clothes to the dance one. GAWD I WAS ONE SECOND LATE! thank god... okay dance ended. mc starts games. then stomp. then skit. then sharing of gospel. then singing. then sharing. then BOWING. then TADA back home. (:

*eyes gleaming*

gawd. this is so fun...

now im looking forward to tommorows flea market behind cine at scape and the dance at youthub. and then cosplay for streetfest on sunday. that reminds me. is victor playing?. hmm. gotta ask him.

weeelalalalala . weeelalalla. weeellalaallaalal.

IM SO EXCITED AND HYPER. oooh. OVER THE HEDGE IS A BLOODY NICE SHOW. ilike the hyper squirell..

WEELLALALAAL...

((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

nats a happy man......boy..........man........oh whatever!.

2006-06-04T05:23:00.000-07:00

hahahaa todays naughty school kids sunday!! where ME SHERYL VAN DRESSED AS NAUGHTY SCHOOL KIDS..

ANYHOOSSS ME AND VAN WENT TO THE CLEO'S FLEA MARKET AT ZOUK.

okay so we got lost for two hours, at least i bought a vintage jacket for 14 bux. shades 15 bux. baseball shirt 10 bux. and chekrered pants for 20 bux. ......... ((((((:

(((((((:

retail therapy rawksssss, weeeeeeee

(:

GAWD VAN YOU'RE RIGHT HOW MANY PPL DID WE BUMP INTO?.

i bumped into leon and yazid and delles friend and vans friend and i even bumped into lulu and pk a few days ago. and hai and friends a few days ago. GAWD. hahah.

(((((((((((((((:

anyways garage was great..(: weeeee

2006-06-01T10:10:00.000-07:00

DAMNS. i tell you. ive got the worse dream ever.

woke up crying and screaming GOSH..

i dreamt of this murderer.... going around killing people...

and it was damn gruesome. he kills with a thin string. and he looks hideous. like mummified and disgusting.

and then he was killing this person strangling him with the string till theres blood and eyes popping out and everything... and i just screamed. it just keeps on playing back. and i screamed.

and i woke up
and i cried.

and and

urgh. 6am.

GAWD.

):

I HATE NIGHTMARE

2006-05-29T08:06:00.000-07:00

GRRRR GRRR GRRR

if anyone. plays BAD DAY by david powter. . or if i hear it i swear. by the name of the father. I WOULD BURN THE PERSON OR THE PLAYER. and stomp on them! TILL THEY DISINTEGRATE(i know i cant spell. SHUT UP) HOW BAD CAN MY DAY GET?. urrrghh..

oh wells. it started quite peacefully. but nothings peaceful when those two monsters(brothers) are around. urgh.

i was playing xmen with jo in the afternoon. after zach had gone out. and when he came back he screamed and shouted and ask me to let him play. AND I SAID NO. cus i was playing halfway. AND I WANTED TO PLAY. and im alr there. FUCKETY FUCK. he threatened to off it. i said off lah. and he went to the front and before he could press off he threw the sofa thing at me. GRRR. fuck. right at my face. I WAS SO PISSED I DUNNO WHAT I THREW BACK. SOMETHING NEARBY. but i saw his face and he had an awful face. FACE OF DEFEAT. face of ugliness. and the face of evil. URGH. THE CHAIR MISSED HIM. . I CANT STAND HIS BLOODY ATTITUDE. FUCK YOU ZACH. I CANT STAND YOU. DONT THINK I GAVE IT TO YOU MEANS YOU WIN. IT MEANS I CANT STAND THE SIGHT OF YOU. WHY DO YOU THINK I LEFT EARLY HOME AFTER THAT.

YOU BASTARD. .. SELFISH PEICE OF JUNK.

IM ASHAMED YOU'RE MY BROTHER.

YOU SHORT FART.

URGH.

FYUCKFYUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKFUCKFUCKFUCKFCUK

KNNBCCB!!!...

BEEN LONG SINCE IVE BEEN THISSSSS AGGREVATED .

and i missed the bus. FUCK! .

and i forgot to eat dinner i had gastric pains.

and dance was so tiring and there wasnt any seats in the train. FROM ALJUNIED TO YISHUN. AWD. MY POOR LEGGS.

and im having a headache just thinking of this.

gawd.

i hope he retains and has to go for night classes and tuition everyday in his entire life so he wont be home at all to disturb the already UNPEACEFUL HOUSE.

fuck you brother!

2006-05-27T09:25:00.000-07:00

HOW WOULD YOU KNOW IF YOU'RE IN AN X-MEN FRENZY?.

when you start to say. DARLING CAN YOU TELEPORT HERE AS SOON AS POSSIBLE?
WHEN YOU GIVE YOURSELF COOL NICKNAMES.
when you start to squint your eyes and hoping your teacher flies out of the room
when you start to buy a bike.(think wolverines bike?)
when you start to buy leather suits
when you beat up your brother mistaking him as mystique

okay okay! FINE. IL STOP! hhaa. i know the show isnt like. some GODAMN good show. but I LOVE XMEN STILL KAYS!. I DUN CARE.....HMPH!.

IT GOT ME HOOKED TO OMAHYRA MOTA. AND NOW IM CRAZY OVER OMAHYRA AND BOYD. ..

gawd. i think i ate too much... ):

BUT GOOD NEWS!. ive gotten my facilities card. NYAHAHA. I CAN START GYMING SOON.

2006-05-26T10:01:00.000-07:00

(((((((((:

WOOOHOOwoohooWOOHOOO... ahhaha YOU KNOW I ACTUALLY WENT TO THE WRONG THEATRE TODAY??.

WOOO XMEN RAWKS! HAHAA. AND IM GONNA SPOIL IT ALL. SO IF YOU DONT WANNA SPOIL IT. DONT READ THE FOLLOWING:

jean grey died
prof x died
cyclops died.

):

):

ahhh MY FAV CHARACTERS ARE. :

arclight., i think. the shockwave woman that look like a man?. i think shes hot. HAHA. and i think shes a model!

the little boy. the mutant cure. I THINK HIS NAME IS ZOLTAN BUDDAY!! HAHAHA PREETTTTAY BOY ALERT

and i think that PHOENIX IS HOT! haha.

AND SHADOWCAT!! haha.

HAHAAHAH XMEN FRENZY ANYONE?

2006-05-25T21:20:00.000-07:00

WOOHOO WOOHOO

IM GOING TO WATCH XMEN: THE LAST STAND TODAY!! TODAY TODAY!!!!

nyahahah!!!!

ooh. im sending my love you:
lulu.ridtzo, WOOHOO WE'RE WATCHING XMEN.mah,LUCKS FOR SUPERBAND.NATTHEMAD(your name is in caps cus you're a nat!and plus you put a smiley beside my name. (:).ADAM.neil.timmy.JEMEI GO SHOPPING WITH ME.SHERYL IM WATCHING XMEN YOU'RE DOING YOUR EMATHS. van.delle.jester, I NEVER TAO YOU OKAY.jaggo.nicky.BILLY WHERE ARE YOU?.jason, get well.fizzy+sally,miss you guys.RYAN, dont call me nathan!. grrrr. AHHA.wendy.TEDDY, my new found twin.yazid, PEACE OUT.hussein.ash, dont be lonely! and

other people ive missed out.

im sending my LOOOOOVEEEE to you..

*heart shaped smiley*

(((((((((((:

2006-05-25T00:18:00.000-07:00

grrr. BOREDOM KILLS.

my sad mundane but not so mundane life.

2006-05-23T20:44:00.000-07:00

NYAHAHAHA!

what am i doing UP at 11am? GODAMIT.! haha.

yes. to my great HORROR , i woke up to find out . yes. THE TWO CREATURES WHOM I CALL BROTHERS!. is at home. URGH. with stupid reasons i might say.

and the youngest of the lot had brought groupies home. GROUPIES WHO HAVE NO LIFE AND HANG ON TO THE PS2 AND COMPUTER.AND MAKE SILLY NOISES TO WAKE ME, THE DESERVING-TO-SLEEP DUDE. UP!.

FUCK. how pissed can i get?.

usually. the morning is ALLLLLLL mine. everythings mine. THE WHOLE HOUSE IS MINE.

peace. privacy.

its now invaded with NOISY sounds from DOTA .(why do people play silly games with creatures repeating words that WAKE PEOPLE UP!. ) and from my brothers silly CHILDISH friends who broke something. THEY RAN AROUND SCREAMING GOD KNOWS WHAT. i tot there was a fire!. GODAMIT. urgh he has this irritating (NOT TO BE RACIST OR ANYTHING)indian friend. whos super noisy and irritating. lets call him alibaba..

alibaba comes to our house almost all the time. and you can hear him talk from malaysia he is THAT loud. he usually loses at the games in ps2. and makes stupid reasons . like. oh. damns. i should have done this or. eh you cheated!. whatever it is I FEEL LIKE TAKING THE CHAIR AND SLAMMING IT RIGHT AT HIS FACE. he has that. COME ON, SLAME A CHAIR ON MY FACE kindof face. URGHHH.

nat! calm down.

CALM DOWN.

........................................

ARGH SHUT UP ALIBABA! *PRETENDS TO CHOKE HIM*(THINK STAR WARS)

nyahahahaah!

THE BOREDOM SYNDROME.

2006-05-22T23:38:00.000-07:00

IM LIK DAMIT BORED. HAHAHA. AND BOREDOM LEADS ME TO THIS: hahahahaaha
me and lu
daxiang and jie
NAT! SHES EMO haha
now shes egyption! HAHA

AHAHAH DIM SUM DOLLY SEH! hahaah

GAWD. haah

makeovers anyone?

RANDOM

2006-05-22T10:16:00.000-07:00

hah fizzy. THERES A FEA MARKET LIKE AT CHINA SQUARE EVERY ALTERNATE SUNDAYS theres one next next sunday. do check them out.

gawd. i think my lifes so mundane!.

heres what happens

usually life begins in the afternoon:

i wake up.

depends if ive got the mood.

brush teeth when i feel like to. OH SHUT UP! I KNOW IM DAMN DISGUSTING! but i hav e nice cool breath mind you! haha.

on the com.

spend whole day on com.

grabs the phone.

talk

waste money on bills

eats

talks online

sleep in wee hours of morning

and the cycle continues.

unless im going out. BUT EVEN GOING OUT SEEM MUNDANCE ALREADY. its like. town town town town everyday. im sick. HAHA

GAWD JESTER OWES ME MY CLOTHES AND EVRYTHING. urgh. and my strippey watch. I FEEL LIVELESS WITHOUT IT. ):

ahh i feel like shit now. AM GOING TO SLEEP. emoemoemoemoemoemoemoemo

*zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2006-05-21T06:41:00.000-07:00

I BOUGHT LIKE TWO TOPS YTD AT TIMBRE'S FLEA MARKET. FOR 8 BUCKS. NYAHAHA. I LOVE FLEA MARKETS.

singapore just finished. THAT SICK SHOW. i love the auditions. GAWD . ITS AMAZING WHAT PEOPLE WOULD DO ON TV. HAHA. entertaining. PURE ENTERTAINMENT. haha..

OOOOH. nats friend paul is in. (: VOTE FOR PAULL!!. haha..

i realised they only embarass ugly people. THEY'RE SO MEAN!!!. ): !!

AND THE KEN (WHATEVER HIS NAME IS I FORGOT) HAS THAT. IM-SIMON-ANDICANSOACTLIKEHIM THING. FUCKING DISGUSTING.

SOMEBODY TAKE OFF THAT BLACK SHIRT AND HIDEOUS SPECS.

OKAYS I REALISEDIMSONOTFUNNYANYMORE. IM TIRED. AND I DUNNO HOW TO BLOG ANYMORE. ):

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(:

lulus surprise party

2006-05-19T23:27:00.000-07:00

hahahha happy birthday LULU. hahah. WHAT A SURPRISE EH. okays im like tired so il post pictures. HAHA.
WHAT MY ZOO WOULD LOOK LIKE.
KISSES KISSES FROM US. (:
WE TURNED INDIAN FOR A DAY. haha

err. STICKMAN?

femme boy

2006-05-18T09:49:00.000-07:00

you can call me a femme boy , i dont care
you can call me a feminine guy, i dont care.
you can call me soft., i dont care.
but please. dont call me sissy. it hurts okay

and please dont ask me to change. cus seriously i tried to

and its hard.

i do something that i think is manly AND ITS NOT..

it really hurts cus i dont mean to be like that

i dont really let people know about it

but i guess i should

it hurst really

i know sometimes you jokingly say sissy.

but please.

DONT SAY IT.. ....):

it hurts..

alot,

RENT

2006-05-18T01:54:00.000-07:00

OMG OMG OMG

STUPID.

SHITZOID.

FUCKENZOID.

DAMIT WHY MUST RENT END HALFWAY. SHIT I HAVE TO DOWNLOAD AGAIN. dursssh..

):

EVERYBODY SHOULD WATCH RENT ITS NICE KAYS!.. I LOVE THE SONGS.

LULU

2006-05-14T23:10:00.000-07:00

okay. HAPPY BIRTHDAY LULU.

this post is dedicated you you youuu!.

OKAY ITS BEEN LIKE HOW LONG?. 5 , 6 YRS SINCE IVE SEEN YOU?.

and you've always been that darling friend . my besty. my crazy nuthead. MY CRAP PARTNER...

(:

gawd. i still remembered in sec one we hated each other till teacher made us sit together, and realising we had so many things in common .

HAHA

gawd. besty. missed playing the piano together. HAHA. and like missed going to school and just stoning in the morning. HAHA

well... you;re 18 now YOU PANG SAI. haha time to go clubbing and be legal. HAHAH.

NYAHAH NYAHAHA..

(:

TILL I MEET YOU AGAIN..

happy birthday bitch.

THIS MOVED MY HEART

2006-05-14T08:22:00.000-07:00

HAHA i like. stole this from LULUS blog.

the next saddest story after ROMEO AND JULIET

the girl calls her bf**ring****ring****ring**

boy:hello

girl:hi baby,why didnt you call me back?

boy:uhhh......i was busy....im sorry

girl:its ok,but i really needed you more than ever that night(she starts to cry)just promise me
youll call me when i ask you to,ok?

boy:ok,but whats wrong?

girl:nothing.....but do you love me?

boy:yes of course i do , why?

girl:how much do you love me?

boy:more than anyone could ever imagine....i would even take a bullet for you,why whats wrong?

girl:would you do anything for me?

boy:baby,you know i would do anything to make you happy.is there something wrong?

girl:(starts to cry again)no but do this for me,never talk to me again.we`re over.(she hangs
upthephone)

boy:(he tries to call back but the phone is disconnected.......a week later he desides to go to stop by her house.

parents:(in tears)here.....she asked us to give you this note right before (they just breakdowncrying)(the boy takes the note and while hesdrivinghome all he can think about is why her parents were so upset)(when he gets home he reads the letter itsays.....im sorry i broke up with you,but i had no choice.i onlyhave 6-7 days to live,i figure it would be easier this way.and in case you were wondering why i asked you all those questions about how much you loved me, was so i could hear you say them 1 last time)
the next day the boy was found dead with a gun in one hand and a note in the other.
the note said "i told her i would take a bullet for her

THIS IS SO FUCKING SAD. ):

(:

2006-05-14T06:31:00.000-07:00

SORRY FOR MIA-ING FOR DAMN LONG..

anyhoos. anyways. anyhows...

ytd i went out with jester HAHA. i tell you i think both of us are crazy...

like we went maxwell market to eat. HAHA. then i made her go guys toilet with me. HAHAA. and then she made me go girls toilet. HAHA.

OKAY. it was like. till the weee hoursss or something?. HAHA. we talked to nickys friend and walked from tanjong pagar to orchard like. totally dressed in darkness/gothic. WHATEVER. haha.

LIKE SO FUCKING HOT I THINK I WOULD HAVE DIED.

omg. DAMN FUN. like. i realised SHES THE SAME SIZE AS ME. cus we went to the starbux toilet which is unisex. and like changed our bottoms and shoes. HAHA.. like totally fit perfectly.
now i can like share clothes with a GIRL. i always tot that was cool. NYAHAHAHA..

OOH OOOH OOH. haha. we met jarly and his friend and amanda went GAGA-ING over THIS DUDE CALLED VALENTINO. aint that cool?. HAHA. he was born on valentines day. OMG. THATS EFFING COOLNESS. haha..

VALENTINO IS LIKE SOME SEXY NAME CAN?.I ALSO WANT. hahaah..

OH. haha. I REALISED IM LIKE TALKING ABOUT THE EVENTS BACKWARDS. haha..

OKAY. BEFORE we met jarly we met wendy and her friends. HENCE WE WERE DRESSED UP. haha. wanted to like. dress up in a group and have fun being ourself makeing heads turnn. (:

I LOVE ATTENTION CANNOT AH?. haha..

AND FINALLY TOOK NEOPRINTS. AFTER LIKE. SOME DINOSAUR CENTURIES AGO SINCE I EVER DID TAKE NEOPRINTS.

i declare a bummer. HAHA. im totally a bummer. I NEED SCHOOL TO START. LIKE NOW.

NOW I SAY.

NOW.

oh wells. il enjoy life till it happens.

(:

rice?

2006-05-12T04:41:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA. I CHOKED ON RICE AND IT GOT TO MY NOSE

AND I BLEW IT OUT

OF MY NOSE

hahahaha.

YOU MAKE ME FEEL LIKE DANCING.

2006-05-09T08:38:00.000-07:00

WOOTS FORGET HEARTBREAK.

FORGET IM EVER SAD.

theres nothing more fun then dancing.

when im dancing im in my own world. its great..

everything goes away..

today,its only five of us, me ,grace,david,potter,ka joe.

its for the popping solo..

where the five of us will pop in a triangle. GAWD ITS SO COOL. my whole body hurts now.

damns.. HAHAH. im so tired.

DAMNS I REALISED MY POST ARE GETTING BORING-ER BY THE MINUTE. haha. OKAYS.. BYEBYE. (:

my heart aches, my tears flow.

2006-05-08T19:02:00.000-07:00

somehow i think ive became suicidal. i was crying and i was standing in the kitchen. and the blade seems so near me. tempting me to create a wonderful bloody mark on my wrist.

):

somehow im foolish..

somehow i will love you forever.

somehow baby.. il wait..

and waitttt

and wait...

):

and i DESPERATELY hopes somebody would cheer me up now. PLEASE.

*EMOEMOEMOEMOEMOEMOEMO*

REAL BOYS CRY.!.

2006-05-07T07:37:00.000-07:00

credit to jags for the photo cus if you guys DO read my blog, yes, ive lost my caammmy and usb cord. ): HOW LOSER CAN I GET?.

HAHA. jaryls CONSTANT MAKEOVER. hahaha. now the best i think
SEE I HATE SMILING. i look fugly.

YUCKS I HATE SMILING
YES I CUT MY HAIR IF YOU DONT LIKE TOO BAD. I LIKE IT. nyahha. YOU WONT SPOIL MY DAY

I WANNA SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP

2006-05-07T07:05:00.000-07:00

DAMIT DAMIT DAMIT DAMIT DAMIT. i so wanna shop badly..

I TELL YOU IM GONNA TAKE MONEY FROM MOMMA AND LIKE SPEND ON ALL THE TOPSHOPS PLAIN SHIRTS. hahaaahaha

I WANT PLAIN SHIRTS GODAMIT I WANT PLAIN SLIPONS SO I CAN DESIGN IT DAMIT.

DAMIT

DAMIT.

HAHAH.

today towning with jagggos.

heeren to look for trunks.

SAYING HI TO THERESA OR WENYA OR KAILONG, DEPENDS ON WHOS WORKING, IS LIKE. MY DAILY ROUTINE. IF IM IN HEEREN THAT IS. haha.

went NUM, nope. no trunks. but seriously damn OVER STAFF.

RE. damn BRIGHT.

NO TRUNKS. BOO HOO.

so we walked around for a little then headed to far east?. i think .DID WE?. gawd. I HATE MY MEMORY. ..

jaggo bought like shirts. ): DAMIT HE GOT THIS GREY SKULL SHIRT FROM FAR EAST AND THE CONDOM SHIRT FROM TOPMAN .

SPEAKING OF TOPMAN.

we went topman and i found out theres actually alot of nicey nicey stuff there. I SO WANNA BUY ALL THE PLAIN SHIRTS. hahaha. i wanted to see how i look like in a yellow singlet, so i took SMALL and wore and i look damn fucking FAGGY. hahaah. i look hot, but FAGGY. disgusted, i took it out again. NYAHAH,

damns i hate singlet. like i totally dont dare to wear them. i have NONE in my closet.its like wearing my underwear parading in town. no way. NO SINGLETS FOR ME.

next time i go town, i buy the plain shirts, the yellow one, the white v neck one, the light blue one and that nice v neck blue/black shirt.

plus the skinny jeans.

and skinny white pants. WEEETS

and the SHADES THAT COST 33 BUCKAROOS;. (:

FLO FLO FLO lets go SHOP SHOP SHOPPING DURING SINGAPORE SALLLEEEE. NYAAHAH. NYAHAHAL. NYAHHOHOHOHOHO.

(:

LASALLE SIA..

2006-05-06T09:16:00.000-07:00

DAMIT DAMIT DAMIT.

i sooo want to start school.

*clicks lulus blog link*

*reads*

WALIEW. no fair she loves school..... like shes having a bomb..AND SHES IN NRA HIPHOP. ahh. I WANNA JOIN.

DAMIT DAMIT DAMIT

im a total bummer.

i have an interview on tuesday. BUT I DUN FEEL LIKE GOING.. haha.

I REALISED ORANGE VODKA TASTE LIKE INSECTICIDE AND TIGER IS NICER THEN HEINEKEN. and i should lose weight and go to the gym. OR BE ANEROXIC. (:

and if you want to go out. DO GIVE ME A RING. cus i am DAMN bored.

ROARS

i wanna start school. I WANNA WAKE UP EARLY I WANNA TAKE BUS TO ORCHARD. I WANNA CHANGE BUS TO LASALLE SIA. I WANNA START DRAWING I WANNA MAKE NEW FRIENDS. I WANNA WHORE MY FRIENDS TO LULU. NYAHAHAHA. ..

damns...

come on. dance with me.

*beams*

ps. sorry. IM TOTALLY RANDOM.

if love wasnt such a pain.

2006-05-04T20:01:00.000-07:00

i wish i can just dissapear from the face of earth.. my hearts in peices. you have crushed me. reduced me to nothing . changed me to something i dont wanna become.

once... il get hurt.
but twice.. its the final blow. il just shatter.

what are friends?.what is love?. thats just crap . something i cant believe in anymore... this is earth... theres no such thing. everybody yearns for they're own happiness. ... i yearn for mine... but why do i not get it. i dont know myself. WHY AM I SO DUMB. why cant i just forget everything and move on. why cant i?. this has never happened to me.....

humans are such cruel beings.they hurt you. they leave a scar in your heart...

please take away this hurt... please take away this pain. stop hurting me.

seriously. if my friend likes the person i like... i would give up the person for my friend. thats what a true friend is. ):

sometimes i wonder why im so nice to people. people take advantage of it. sometimes i wonder why do i fall hopelessly in love. i wonder if love is even true.

its painful... it really is.

what can i do?.

thank god ridtz. you're my best friend. but YOU. you made me cry again. i just cant stop these tears of pain. . everytime when i think of it. its like. somebody is stabbing a dagger into my heart. a gizillion daggers... and i suffocate inside. i drown in this misery. i cant breathe. my tears blind me. ... i reeaaaly wished this pain could go away. fast.

i blame myself. i really do. i guess love is all a little game. and im the loser. im the one that dies in the game. its fate perhaps.....what am i?. nothing. nobody knows. nobody cares. this is life.

im all but a dumb little boy...
im naive.
im stupid.
im all but just a peice of junk
im nothing
nothing at all.
im usless.
my mum agrees.

but im human too. ...
and it hurts. o so much. ):

mits and mittens.

2006-05-03T10:26:00.000-07:00

today i went to mits and mittens. to volunteer.. its a dog/cat farm. its so blooody far. like. AT PASIR RIS?. and the fucking taxi operator is a major MINAH. cant stand it. URGH.

but i still got there.... and its likw. WOAHHHH. so many BIG BIG scary LOUUUUD dogs. i saw this three legged dog. OMG.. its so poor thing. i was like... SO SADDDD. ): I PLAYED WITH BRAUN. this really nice reddish dog. and i fell in love with it. i found out how a dog can give a calming effect. and take away all your pains..... i really felt GOOD and it made my day... anyways. couldnt stay long so i went home to sleep..

replies:

COLIN: yes yes. im in band... WEET. i play the frenchorn.
f io: i know.... but you will understand when you graduate.... ):
ridtzo: AWWWWW...
lulu: I KNOW I FAILED SPELLING.
wenya: HAHAA. spell wrongly?.. OOPS. ahha. okay DONT CARE. its still the same bitch.

(:

missing the old days.

2006-05-01T22:58:00.000-07:00

AHH. reading lulus blog made me realise i actually miss school!. and all those silly buggers from school

i miss the table that we sit at every morning before school.
i miss being late(at times)
i miss having to find a book last minute for silent reading.
i miss the stupid friday workout thing.
i miss RUGBY with the class.
i miss CANOEING with the class.
i miss victors LOUD , horse-like laughter that comes from behind me.
i miss adams occasional CRAZYNESS.
i miss falling aslp during POA.
i miss rong fa's MASSAGE. ALOT. haah.
i miss laughing with lulu about the twits.
i miss camwhoring with lulu and the rest
i miss MY LAP PARTNER ROXY. HAHA. damns. I KNOE WE BOTH FAILED LAP. haha.
i miss SHISHIS shoutings.
i miss the ANTI CHEE KIONG , WE'RE GONNA MAKE A LIVING DAY OUTTA HIM MOVEMENT
i miss the occasional HIs AND BYEs.
i miss having to cut que during recess.
i miss RUNNING away from the disicpline master.
i miss JOKING with mrs goh
i miss getting caught for ankle socks.
i miss getting caught for long hair-all the time
i.. err. kinda. miss band. KINDA.
haha. i miss sabbie and gang in band.
i miss the majors.
i miss everything about school man.

and theres one thing i know i wont miss..

MRS SIAH AND HER ROUND THE BUSH SPEECHES.

when a stranger calls.

2006-04-30T21:35:00.000-07:00

FUCK THE HELL OF BLOGGER.... stupid thing deleted my previous post.

anyhoos. IL POST AGAIN.

yes yes. i went to watch a movie with bern and jo ytd..

me and bern reaches first..

*looks at screen*
me: so what you wanna watch?
bern: dunno
me: hmm. maybe that korean love comedy?
*bern smiles*
bern: OKAY..

joel reaches later.. only to tell us he have to leave around 7. WTf?. HAHA.

so no more KOREANLOVECOMEDY for us. ): *inputs the saddest emoticon one can ever find*

ANYWAYS. it was a between two shows . firewall and when a stranger calls.

joel was like.. FIREWALL IS ABOUT TERRORIST BLABLABLAH. in my head. i spelt out.

B-O-R-I-N-G .

iwatched the trailer for when a stranger calls. you know what trailer does to people.

I WAS LIKE. YES YES. can we watch that PWEEEASE.

so we ended up watching that sitting directly below the speakers. ):

it was so loud and scary i was shaking even after the show. ITS NOT A HORROR FLICK MIND YOU. its only a thriller. like. a girl running around getting scared. ...

so anyways... THE WHOLE SHOW ONLY ONE MUSIC SOUNDTRACK. .. this freaky music tht never ever stops.. REALLY. even like normal talking its still there. AND LIKE. the whole show NEVER STOPS SCARING YOU. never give you rest. AND ALWAYS GOT THE " BOO " KIND OF FEELING ...

wtf lah.. i give it a 3?. cus im surprise i can get afraid like that. HHA

the guy is seriously psycho and the girl went crazy.. HAHAHA.

bottom line. NEVER BE A BABYSITTER AND NEVER STAY IN A BLOODY FAR AWAY FROM THE CITY. NO CIVILISATION. BLOODY FUCKING BIG MANSION ...

(:

imhappybutsad

2006-04-29T10:41:00.000-07:00

YEAYEAH.... and pretty down. hence dont feel like blogging. HAHAHAHAHAHA. wells. i found an instant remedy:

RIDTZ

. cus talking to him is like. really really fun. and he brings the real nat out... (: and at least he appreciates me ...

and i thank you for that ridtz. you're like. the bestest friend i could ever have. (((:

woots. i think my hair rocks can. all i gotta do is put some CHIO colour and i would have the most chio hair ever. ((:

wells. i wanna post a shout out to all of you people that really cheered me up .

firstly, jags. who have to tolerate my nonsense. thanks for like. cheering me up and really care(:
and hussein. you're the sweetest. DO CHEER UP TOO FRIEND. (:
dom. THANKS FOR THE TREAT. it certainly made me feel better. WELL. for a while. but stil. thank you.
err. who else. OH. neil (: thanks
nicky, you're the man... .. haha. thanks for ringing me up. (:
ridtz. CUS YOU'RE THE BESTEST FRIEND EVERYONE COULD HAVE.
ash.FOR ATTEMPTING TO CHEER ME UP.
and greg too SORRY FOR BEING SUCHA BITCH.
yazid. thanks for the necouragement. really needed it.
and everybody else that was there... to cheer me up..
oh. and i wanna thank koro too.

. tho im sad. il look to the brighter side of it. and try my best to be happy. CUS NATS ALWAYS WITH A SMILE RITE? (:

haha. actually no. i hate smiling!. HAHA

sorry but its too personal a problem so.. I SHANT WRITE IT DOWN. but come to think about it. i have so many good friends . HAHHA. i love you all..

oh. a shout out to lulu: I MISS YOU BITCH. WE SHOULD HANG OUT SOON.
xl: DAMNS. I DIDNT GET THE STUPID JOB. ):
and to my taggers. : HEHE. thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks. I LOVE TAGGERS. woots woots.

sorry JN. i assume you're joel nicolas?. I DUNNO YOUR BLOG CUS YOU DIDNT PUT IT DOWN. haha.

okays bitches. GOTTA GO.

iloveyoualltothecore. i do i really do. NYAHHA.

TAKE THE LEAD

2006-04-26T10:09:00.000-07:00

ooooh today i watched take the lead. ITS A MUST WATCH. makes me feel like doing the tango..
i love the tango competition dance. its a tango threesome. depicting a love triangle. ITS SO HELL COOL AND MAKES YOU SWEAT ALL OVER.

gawd.

you guys HAVE TO WATCH..

thank you dommmy for treating me. ((((:

btw. this steven lim, remember the idol reject?. the guy that stripped in front of fann wong and made her CRY. that weird despo limelight guy?. he approached me and my friend and asked us to vote for him .. LIKE. so weird. we were liek. errr. sorry no. AND WALKED AWAY. damns

FREAKS.

*shiverrrrsss*

I GOT RAPED.

2006-04-25T21:36:00.000-07:00

NOT!.

nyahah. i just cant think of any EYE catching titles. HAHA. anyhooos. im getting bored-er by the minute. its like. i have no life. ):

and now that lulu and the rest have started school... i hardly get to see them. and i admit. I MISSED THAT SILLY LITTLE BUGGER...

it just sucks that i cant find my usb cord. now. I CANT EVEN FIND MY CAMERA. this sucksthissuckssuckssucksucksss. I CANT LIVE ANYMORE. ): and my OH-SO-LITTLE readers are dwindling because of it. please do tag me. it m,akes me feel like many people are reading. and i feel UBER HAPPY.

damns. im so sick of town now.

sicksicksick is the word...

its been long since ive been sentosa-ing. ANYBODY WANNA JIO ME TO GO SENTOSA?. andiwannacycle. wannacycledamit!.

i hope i get that rockymasters job then i can have chipolatas everyday and all you sexy bitches can come visit me.. and i can see xl everyday... im bringing mich to apply for the job too. I HOPE SHE GETS IT TOO. woots woots woots woots woooots. YAYYYY.

damn. i wanna start school sooooon...

oooh. im feeling giddy i think im feeling unwell.

*nat faints*
*silence.......*

dance.

2006-04-24T07:16:00.001-07:00

THE GARAGE.
PERFORMANCE.
2ND AND 3RD
EMANUAL HOUSE.(its at geylang)
7PM

THERE WOULD BE DANCE, LIVE BANDS. COME COME COME.

IM DANCING SO PLEASE PLEASE COME. ?.

pweaaaseeee???

levis free to move.

2006-04-22T10:08:00.000-07:00

DAMNS.. i think that if im a witch. il learn how to fly. cus today. i stood the whole day watching the competition... joe is in the group category. SO ANYWAYS... me leia and you yu went to watch them after dance practice in the morning.

WE WERE ALREADY SUPER TIRED.

and we were standing in the sun...

like. starting was solo. 10 soloist.

9 duets.

20 groups and joes is the 3rd for the group categorie. as in. 23?. i think. AHHH.. bummers. im so tired i need to sleep....... GONNA JUST LIE ON THE BED AND GO OFF TO LALALAND .....

ahhh...

the bed...

what comfort...

((:

prisoner.

2006-04-21T00:04:00.000-07:00

yes yes yes. im like stuck at home. SO STUCK ... not even my hands can come out.

anyhoos... yes yes. i cut my hair recently. it looks great. im like some tony and guy spokeperson. HAHA..

btw. advertisement alert!.

hairstylist: koro..
SALON: far east. i dunno where.
prices: 10 dollars to 20 bucks foer hair.
30 bucks to 50 or more for colour.

AHHH ACTUALLY I AINT SURE ABOUT THE PRICE. but its cheap..

yes yes.. koro cut my oh-so-you-look-like-a-designer hairstyle. ((: and my pink streaks are still surviving till the brown takes over it.

you guys should soooo let him cut. and even dye it.

too bad i aint got pictures. my usb cords missing. i did try looking for it...

in the cupboard.

in my underpants.

my bedroom.

the toilet. everywhere.

I JUST CANT SEEM TO FIND IT.

durshowl,ajsoqwlamsmdjsal!@7(!)28y61(#)!*@!@11**

URGH..

sighh. boredom has taken over.

nat now stares into space.....

2006-04-20T08:29:00.000-07:00

you know. i love shopping with my mum.

its like... i can buy anything .. HAHA.

i bought two shirts from springfield.

one long pants from zara.

and then one paul frank berms...

mmmm. i wanna go shop more man. HAHAHAHA....

ooh btw.there will be lesser pictures now cus my usb is like. LOST. ):

cries.

sigh. till then..

au revoir

2006-04-18T08:00:00.000-07:00

YAYY I FINALLY GOT THE PICTURES OUT. hahahaa.... yayyy...i think i should be victors personal paparazzi. HAHAHAA..

HE SEEMS DRUNK EH?. haha.

victorrrrrr...... OMG. haha

this aint really bad actually

GAWD... eeeeeew.....

hah victor my friend. I AGAIN. wish you all the best aite. ((:

VICTOR

2006-04-14T02:48:00.000-07:00

OKAYS. MY MOST RETARDED FRIEND AND MOST FUNNIEST CRAPPER EVER. .. hes so crappy you might think he cant walk at times. in other words. LAME. haha.

this post is dedicated to someone WHO WILL become famous

the ever crappy victor.

okay. enough of V I V I D description.

figuring he might be famous. i thought il post some really crappy photos of him ...

btw. if you guys dont remember who he is?. he is that effing tall guy in lucify that plays the drum who can rolls the drum stick biting his lower lips giving the DEVIL MAY CARE attitude.

yeap..

thats the victor we know.

I KNOW YOURE READING THIS VICTOR NYAHHA. this is so fun. AINT IT?. heh heh...

anyhoos i wish you all the best my friend. hope you guys go farrrr.

FUCK @@!*#$@BITCH!@*#!(@ ARGH. wth. I CANT POST. PICTURES. IM PISSED OFFF.

): DAMNS

no retarded photos of victor. NVM.

next time perhaps. SOBS SOPBS SOBS.

oh yeah. I KNOW THE LAST PERFORMANCE WASNT VERY GOOD DUE TO THE BALANCE AND EVERYTHING. BUT I GUESS YOU GUYS WOULD PULL UP YOUR SOCKS AND SOUND EVEN BETTER THE NEXT ROUND AITE?. GOOD LUCK MATE.

(: all the best my retarded friend.

my mum screamed at my dad.

2006-04-11T09:27:00.000-07:00

how it all started:

ive got pink and black hair ..
my mums pissed....
she says i look like some ah beng...
i dont...
my dad says. you think you very clever isit.
he says if he takes charge.......
something wil happen to me.
ive got no poket money now....
my mum screamed at my dad...
my dads in the living room..
i ran out of the house crying....
my mum calls ..
i told her i want to be alone ...
she says no. she wants me to be back..
and she criedd. saying if this is what i want. FINE.
she hangs up.
i cry more...
I RUINED THE FAMILY
its my fault..
IM AT FAULT.
im the devils child..
):

i did ask why i have to dye back.
they have no answer.
all they answered was.
BECAUSE I DONT ALLOW.
like that is a reason?.

i feel shitty...
do i have the right to feel shitty?...
they care TOO MUCH.
im an adult.
they treat me like im still 16...
):

how i wished i had pks parents. lulus parents. delles parents.

how i wished.

somebody could actually understand ..

i need to work hard.

earn money

move out by 21.

fullstop.

are you hot?.

2006-04-08T08:14:00.000-07:00

DAMNS. i just came out from the showers. and i look at myself in the mirror. and i gasp.

WHOS THAT FELLA IN THE MIRROR. I DONT RECOGNISE MYSELF ANYMORE. ):

every morning. i promise myself IL GO SWIMMING... IL PICK UP THOSE GIRLY WEIGHTS. IL RUN AROUND THE WHOLE OF SINGAPORE. but i end up oning the com and headbanging to OPPS I DID IT AGAIN.

AND IVE GOT A ZIT.....ON MYNOSE.!!!. ON MY NOSE. ): OF ALL PLACES....

its amazing what the holidays can do to you. ):

i hate thsoe people thatc ome back and look 5 times more gorgeous. ... like they gone thru surgery or something.... BAHHS.

and i realised now my chinese is totally NO HOPE.... and my english so damn rojak already. got malay chinese hokkien. even got tamil. OF COURSE THE ONLY WORD I KNOW IS POOONDEEEH.

speaking of oysters....

I WAS OUT WITH ROYCELYN AND KORO AT CHINATOWN. (dont ask me why) and we were talking. I DUNNO HOW WE ENDED UP WITH KORO SAYING THAT HE CAME ACROSS THIS WEBSITE WHERE SOME GUY INSERTED HIS HEAD INTO THE WOMANS POOONDANEEEE....

no wonder they can give birth to children. ......

((:

and now. i shall end my blog with more adverts:

watch channel u tmr superband 845 cus victors in it... vote for him OR YOU GUYS WILL DIE. and also... ..... COME TO MY PERFORMANCE IN JUNE WILL LET YOU GUYS KNOW NEXT TIME. and THE FLEA MARKET IS CURRENTLY PUT ON HOLD SO STOP ASKING ME WHEN ISIT.

((:

love.

RANDOMRANDOMRANDOM. im so bored can!!!.

2006-04-04T03:44:00.000-07:00

ITS AMAZING HOW RETARDED MY COUSINS CAN GET. some of these is to piss off twits.

why cant someone teach me how to use photoshop. II ONLY CAN DO THESE LAH. ): so amteur

BTW. LOOK AT MY NOSE. I HAVE NICE NOSE. WEEEE. hahaha.

ohhh.... YOU KNOW WHAT.... I WATCHED CAMPUS SUPERSTAR...

ME..

and like.. i came to a conclusion. THAT GUYS ALWAYS WIN COMPETITIONS LIKE THESE.. CUS GUYS DONT BOTHER WATCHING RETARDED SHOWS LIKE THESE.. UNLESS THERES HUGE SLUTTY WOMEN PRANCING AROUND TELLING EVERYONE THEY'RE WHORESS....EVEN IF THEY WATCH. THEY WONT VOTE. ...

AND THUS..... GIRLS, BEING GIRLS. WILL VOTE FOR GUYS... UNLESS THEY'RE LESBIANS.........and they'll prolly be twits. or whatever despo girls.who have no life....

i dont see the point of going crazy for LOCAl singers. BANDS. MAYBE. but singers?. ..... and really. i dunno why the judges would go crazy over the bollywood act. i found it disgusting. and i hate that third last judge. that sissy,gay, lame, judge.

ive never saw a more lamer judge really. like. whenever he talks, or whenever its his turn. before he can talk i feel like throwing a chair to his face. and also the host is irritating. i dont like him. like. wth. LIKE THAT ALSO CAN HOST?. maybe its just me...

i dont care what you guys think

this is what i think..

its my blog..

and i blog about my feelings..

if you're not happy.

TOO BAD.

tagg me. whatever.

YOU'LL JUST BE ANOTHER RANDOM SPAMMER. i dun care if you think teh bracesface is everything in the world. i didnt say he isnt good. i didnt say he is good either.

and il end my post. (:

(:

random

2006-04-02T08:06:00.000-07:00

boredom.

HAPPY APRILS FOOLS.

2006-04-01T10:42:00.000-08:00

hahahaa. ITS APRILS FOOLS !!!!

((:

and i pranked so many people. ITS SO FUN CAN. hahaha

well, lets see. i went out with ash,jo and ridtzo. and i told them zara had 50 percent off all items. AND THEY BELIEVEDD.

oh i used ash's lame prank.

DID YOU WATCH THE NEWS?. THE MARRIOT HOTEL COLLAPSE YTD. hahaahahahaha... AND LIKE JAGS BELIEVE ME. hahaahaah THIS IS SO FUNNNN I TELL YOU. nyahahaha

TOO BAD I COULDNT GET LULU ON THE PHONE OR ELSE. *EVIL LAUGHS*

anyhoos...

HAPPYAPRILFOOLSDAYFOOOLSSSS....

((:

muacks....

PARISS YET AGAIN.

2006-03-31T05:39:00.000-08:00

pariss here we come, this time the whole gang is complete with victor. more PHOTO WHORING... and CRAZYNESS. NYAHAHAHAHA......

VICTOR TRIED TO RUN AWAY FROM THE CAMERA!!!!!1

BUT HE COULDNT. NAYAHHAAHAHA..

okay to sum it all..

IT WAS FUNNNNNNERS

so you think you can dance.

2006-03-28T23:47:00.000-08:00

IM BORED. so i decided to YOU TUBEEEE. hahaha.

and remember the show so you think i can dance?. i found a few clips. my favourite is kamila. SHES THE SEX. gawd. just look at this. PROS. really pros:

http://youtube.com/watch?v=IKR9NbFqXb8

(: sorry couldnt put the player here. I DUNNO WHY. haah

and tehres the group dance which is sooo HOTT. by the song PUMP IT:

http://youtube.com/watch?v=HDBfHgIOizQ

i cant wait for finals or something

I LOVE KAMILA.

SHES THE SEX...

HIP HOP MATCH.

and the white guys the winner. HAHA I LOVE SPOILERS.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=srtQICQBMCA

and heres the finale. too bad kamila didnt win. im sure thats her. IT ISNT REALLY CLEAR. but it should be. her technic and everything. (:

http://youtube.com/watch?v=Nll0gYMzltQ

ENJOY. ((:

roaches

2006-03-28T09:34:00.000-08:00

I GOT ATTACKED BY ROACHED I WANNA MOVE OUT

):

steamboat funn.

2006-03-26T10:44:00.000-08:00

lets play HOW BROKE ARE YOU TODAY?. i am so broke lahhh... DAMNSSSS.
JAGGGGSSSS YOU PANG SAII.... THE STEAMBOAT TODAY WAS SO EEKY. it was well.

DIRTY
DISGUSTING
DIRTY
DIRTY
DIRTY
DISGUSTING
BORING

like the place was suuuppper dirty and wet ... i almost fell. LIKE THREE FOUR FIVE TIMES. oh btw. i went with koro jaggo and justin.

i even saw the uncle wiping his hands on the tray and i saw this insect swimming in the chee cheong fun. EEEEE. so disgusting lah. eew. AND I PAID FUCKING 12 DOLLARS FOR IT.

oh yeah. i hate the live stuff. they had live prawns and crabs. EEEW. CAN SEE ALL THE AUNTIES MURDERING THE CRABS AND SEE KIDS PUTTING THE PRAWNS INTO THE WATER AND GIRLS SCREAMING CUS THEYRE SO STUPID. PRAWNS CAN JUMP OUT LOSERS. haha

jaggos and justin was putting the prawns into the SEA OF DEATH and koro placed the plate on top of the bucket thingie. GAWD. JAGGOS HAS ITCHY FINGERS. WANTED TO TAKE PICTURES AND ALL. ONE JUMPED OUT LAH... AND I RAN FOR MY DEAR LIFE.

anyways.. we went to chill at swensens later on. ICE CREAM. MMMMM. ((:

bahhs. NO PICTURE.):

boo hoo hooooo......

im always hungry these few days. why oh whyyy>???> ):

): TAGG ME LOSERS...

IM GROUNDED

2006-03-23T22:57:00.000-08:00

thank god jaryl came over to swim.

BUT SUDDENLY FELT ABIT CAM WHORISH.

decided to play with my costumes. NYAHAHAH

then felt a wave of creativity.

TRANSFORMED THIS:

TO THIS! i know very amateurish. SHUT UP.

2006-03-22T22:12:00.000-08:00

we decided to use my toilet as the background.
i started to kiss the door
then i HUMPED the door
THEN JARLY GOT VERY CLOSE TO MY FIFE
then i TURNED INTO A MONSTER

BON VOYAGE SHI SHI. ((:

2006-03-18T01:01:00.000-08:00

yes shishi is going abroad to study and i wish her all ther best.

we had some sort of farewell dinner at seoul garden. kinda nice seeing all the crazy bugger again, been missing LIAN and ROXY.. ohh and LENG . and i so love her stripped shirt.. stripped shirts are LOVEEEE.

anyways. it was great fun. HELLO LIKE SINCE WHEN ALL THESE RETARDS AINT FUN?. hahah. all the crazy little bitches.... lulu,pk,mah,roxy,lian,adam,shi, AHHH damn fun damn fun indeed. HAHA

anyhoos. me and roxy were like bimbos cooking. screaming fuck when the oil splattered at us, coming up with different ways to curse at the bloody thing.

haha. anyhoos. me,leng and lu decided to like get some ice creammm... and then we bumped into roxy who was in the toilet. HAHA. since the toilets UNISEX. all of us went in. HAHAHA. so retarded. its like they never see the urinal before. we started to camwhore with the darling urinal. HAHA. and lu was like EH. HOW COME GOT WATER. like wth. HAHA its the flush!.

oh yeah. we did this disgusting tasting and looking ice kachang for shi shi and sang the birthday song. and shi was like. ITS NOT MY BIRTHDAY!!. haha. damn thats funny.

ahh. i left early tho. so sorry all you people.. ):

anyhoos. it was great fun. and i dont have pictures yet but i manage to steal this from lus friendster account :

PK. EGG. LU. CHOPSTICKS.ME.ROXY.

lime flea market preparation

2006-03-15T23:40:00.000-08:00

sorry. sorry sorry, IVE YET TO APPLY FOR IT. hahaah IM SO SLOW LAH.

here are some of the stuff we're selling.. ((:

blame the flash. it ruined our work. ): BUY FROM US!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND WE NEED MORE STUFF TO SELL. SO PLEASE DONATE TO US PLEASSSE I BEG YOU. SEE IM GETTING DOWN ON MY KNEEEEESSSSS

UGLY

2006-03-15T23:29:00.000-08:00

hmm. i like this song by sugar babes, and now i agree with the words. it describes about how i felt when i was young.. i wont call anyone ugly, no i wont. not anymore. ((:

When I was 7They said I was strange

I noticed that my eyes and hair weren't the same

I asked my parents if I was OK

They said you're more beautiful

And that's the way they show that they wish

They had your smile

So my confidence was up for a while

I got real comfortable with my own style

I knew that they were only jealous cos

People are all the same

And we only get judged by what we do

Personality reflects name

And if I'm ugly then

So are you

There was a time when I felt like I cared

That I was shorter than everyone there

People made me feel like life was unfair

And I did things that made me ashamed

Cos I didn't know my body would change

I grew taller than them in more ways

But there will always be the one who will say

Something bad to make them feel great

People are all the same

And we only get judged by what we do

Personality reflects name

And if I'm ugly then

So are you

Everybody talks bad about somebody

And never realises how it affects somebody

And you bet it wont be forgotten

Envy is the only thing it could be

2006-03-15T23:24:00.000-08:00

ahh finally. the pictures are up. HAHA.

violets wedding.

WE REALISED WE'RE SUCH BAD USHERSSS, CAMWHORING WHILE USHERING..

FLOWER GIRL AND PAIGE BOY LOOKS GOOD. THE REST SUCKS. ): pardon my fake plastic smile. ):

NO FLO . MY ENTRIES ARE NOT ALWAYS TEEN ANGST .POINTS TO THIS ENTRY

2006-03-14T10:57:00.000-08:00

hahaha. yes flo its not. anyhoos... BAHHHS WE NEED MORE STUFF TO SELLL... SOMEONE DONATE YOUR OLD CLOTHES AND ACCESORIES TO US, THE GARANG GUNI PEOPLE. NYAHAHAH NYAHAHA

anyhoos. went with JARLY (i like calling him jarly) to look at some stuff for our shoes. and found out theres so many nice nice stuff to put on the shoes. GAWD. the shoes will be so hawt .. ((:

OOOOH. violets wedding was erms. erms. when was it again?. oh some day back. AND I SO WANNA CONGRATULATE THEMMM... nyahaha... THEY WERE TOGETHER FOR A FRIGGIN 10 YRS OR SO since secondary school. can you believe it. and violllet looks SO THERESAAAAA. gawd.. and she was you know how emotional she is. SHE WAS DAMN UNGLAM WITH HER TISSUE PAPER. haha and i love the wedding photos. esp the one when they wore the fairfield uniform. ((:

OHH BTW. DIDNT GET A PICTURE OF HER AND ALAN. OH YEAH. ALANS THE SAME HEIGHT AS HER. (RANDOM I KNOW) . I HAD A PICTURE OF HER AND ALAN. but everyone was ugly. VIOLETS FAKE LASHES DROPPING, VAL CLOSING EYE, ME LOOKING RETARDED.

ohh. but i did get a few pictures.

and i rott. and rottttt. and rottttt

2006-03-08T09:21:00.000-08:00

YOU KNOW HOW YOU GOT NOTHING TO DO?. and you start doing stupid things..

LIKE HOW MUCH NOW I REALISED I MISS MY LEE COOPERS.. ): AS YOU GUYS REMEMBER. IF YOU READ MY BLOG. (WHICH I KNOW HARDLY ANYONE DOES) I LOST MY LEE COOPERS LAST YR. SOME MORON STOLE IT. ): IT BROKE MY HEART. ... I TOT IL DIE. hahah.

so drama. and you can laugh... you can snigger. .... AND YES. im still jobless. IT SEEMS LIKE. NOBODY WANTS TO HIRE ME. damns. i could always work for fast food restaurants. BUT YOU KNOW. HOW IRRITATING IT IS IF YOU SEEE YOUR FRIEND ORDERING. i would hide and like. PAINT MY FACE OR SOMETHING. NO CANNOT. no fast food ever. MAYBE CAFES.

oh yeah oh yeah. SOMETHING DAMN FREEEEAKY HAPPENED TO DAY. as i was talking online. THE PHOTOFRAME WHICH IS SO FAR FROM ME. DROPPED. like. JUST. droppped
AND THE GLASS BROKE
ITS LIKE SOME BAD OMEN. *inputs screammm*
its a photo of my dad and mums wedding.

I SO WANNA MOVE OUT. REALLY. there are even BATS IN MY HOUSE... ):

AHHH. really. freaky. ive been reading blogs. and i find it really irritating that some people like taggg on blogs. and leave nasty comments. I THINK THATS REALLY MEAN. oh wait. i did that once. CUS THIS TWIT GIRL DISGUSTED ME. and this ELTON GUY IS SO PERVERTED. .. so i just had to do it. DAMNS. but these blogs i chanced upon. ... they're nice people man. IF EVER ANYONE DISSES ME ON MY BLOG. I MAKE SURE IL BLOG ABOUT THEM. and LIKE. FLAME THEM OR SOMETHING.

nyahahahahahahaa

okay. eyes like. CLOSING SOOON. ahahah BYEEEE...

GOOD LUCK DEAR JARYL AND NICKY FOR YOUR LASALLE INTERVIEW TOMMOROW

just leave me alone. or else il kill you...

2006-03-08T05:30:00.000-08:00

you guys have to applause ... IM BLOGGING MY HATRED FOR MY FAMILY AS MY MUMS KILLING ME WITH HER OVERBEARING SHIT STUFFF. i dunno how to say it you know. SO PEOPLE WILL NOT UNDERSTAND. i dun think anybody can be me for one day. ONE DAY IL EXPLODE. il blow. IL DIEEEEEEEE. really. ONE OF THESE DAYS. IF YOU SEE MY PARENTS ON THE NEWSPAPER DEAD. you know what happens. I WISHED ONE OF THESE DAYS THEY WILL LEAVE ME ALONE YOU KNOW. im 18 .. NOT fucking 8. THEY SHOULD GO ON A HOLIDAY.

CAN SOMEBODY LIKE TALK SOME SENSE TO MY MUM.

she complains about me going out too much. and when im home today for the WHOLE FUCKING BORING HOT DAY SHE PISSES ME OFF BY TELLING ME I SPEND TOO MUCH TIME ON THE COMPUTER AND WASTING ELECTRICITY. ./ FUCK IM NOT EVEN USING IT FOR THE WHOLE DAY.. SHE TOLD ME TO STAY AT HOME. fuck

shut up. shut up. shut up. whore. shut up. bitch.

shes a cow. A FRIGGIN CHRISTIAN COW. WHO SHOULD SHUT UP. if we're so broke. . WE SHOULDNT MOVE HERE. WE SHOULD HAVE STAYED IN BISHAN. il be happy. REALLY HAPPY. i didnt want to move.... FUCK OFF. FUCK OFF. FUCK OFFF....

FUCK OFFFFFF

SOMEBODY KIDNAP MY PARENTS PLEASE. NO WAIT. KIDNAP ME...

2006-03-07T08:09:00.000-08:00

im like having a slight headache. ): HOW IT HURTTSSSSS. bahhs.

anyhoos. went to meet hussein and his friends. hussein wanted a job. .. anyhoos. we went zara too. nad wanted to use her voucherrrrr. NYAHAHA. BUT SHE COULDNT. cus she dont have her dads signature. and her dads like overseas. BLEAHHHHS. AND i want the zara shoessss so badly. ): and i want the TOPMAN shirt . the chekered one. i want i want i want... I NEED TO GO SHOPPING WITH MOMMMMAY SOOOON.

oh and for the lime flea market thingie. we went to lulus house to discuss about it. and got the price for all those stuff. its really nice really. i think the accesories look fab. anyhoos. YOU GUYS HAVE TO SO COME IF WE GET SELECTED. or elseeeeee. *takes a gun and points to head*

ohh. we also came up with STUPID SONGS. ahahaha. (think whos line isit anyway) WHERE EACH OF US HAD A SENTENCE TO SING nayhaha. nyahaha. nyahhah I JUST LOVE THOSE CRAZY LITTLE BUGGERS TO DEATH. ((:

AHHH. tommorow il be home the whole day.

*rots rots rots rots rots*

HEYY. CAN SOMEONE TAG MY BLOG. PREEEETY PLEASSSSEEEE??...

whereareyounow?

2006-03-05T08:56:00.000-08:00

well. ive been wondering ...

like.. where have all my friends gone. today i bumped into sharifah and ridyuan.

well was waiting for nicky who took a super duper long time to come. anyhoos. sha passed by and she was like. HI NATTTTT. WHERE ARE YOU NOW. hahah anyways.. she looks effing hottt. i was like. DAMNS. shes hot. not fair. anyhoos. she is in law an management. (WALIEWWWW.. LAWYER!)

and in heeren. i was walking and walking. then i saw this skinny person. i tot it was a girl. and then i was like. heyy. shes familiar. wait. its not a SHE. its RIDYUAN DARLINGGGG. ((: SO I WAS LIKE. OHH ITS YOU. AND HE WAS LIKE. OH ITS YOU. AND YOU KNOW HOW BIMBOS REACT WHEN THEY SEEE EACH OTHER. WITH OUR SHRILLLLING SCREAMS AND FRANTIC WAVES WE RAN TO EACH OTHER. AND I WAS LIKE. HEYYYYY. haha.

and hes in tp. apparell design and merchandising. I MISS THAT BUGGER. MISS STHOSE TWO TONS.. I LOVE THEM MUCH. tho i only know them forf a short period. OBS. they were my vogue partners. AND I MISSSSSSS THEM SOOOO MUCHHH. I SO WANNA SEE THEM AGAIN. AHHH. AND LIKE FOR ONCE. SEE THE GIRLY SIDE OF ME. (ITS QUITE FUN KAYS)....

and nat ends this random post.

nat to lulu: THANK YOU LULU'S ERR. DAD. AHHHH. ((: LULU HATES EMILY ROSE. SHE HATES IT. SHE HATES IT. SHE HATES IT.

le miserable

my sad mundane but not so mundane life.

THE BOREDOM SYNDROME.

RANDOM

lulus surprise party

femme boy

RENT

LULU

THIS MOVED MY HEART

(:

rice?

YOU MAKE ME FEEL LIKE DANCING.

my heart aches, my tears flow.

I WANNA SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP

LASALLE SIA..

if love wasnt such a pain.

mits and mittens.

missing the old days.

when a stranger calls.

imhappybutsad

TAKE THE LEAD

I GOT RAPED.

dance.

levis free to move.

prisoner.

VICTOR

my mum screamed at my dad.

are you hot?.

RANDOMRANDOMRANDOM. im so bored can!!!.

random

HAPPY APRILS FOOLS.

PARISS YET AGAIN.

so you think you can dance.

roaches

steamboat funn.

IM GROUNDED

BON VOYAGE SHI SHI. ((:

lime flea market preparation

UGLY

NO FLO . MY ENTRIES ARE NOT ALWAYS TEEN ANGST .*POINTS TO THIS ENTRY*

and i rott. and rottttt. and rottttt

just leave me alone. or else il kill you...

whereareyounow?

NO FLO . MY ENTRIES ARE NOT ALWAYS TEEN ANGST .POINTS TO THIS ENTRY